Sunday, September 30, 2007

Oh Love, what have you done!?
You have become my worst enemy!
What has happened to us overnight?
Out sprouts the fatal stem of jealousy and hatred
Of which seeds of doubt were sown.

Oh Love, What have you done!?
Only now do I fully understand the true meaning of hatred!
Real hatred that is.
You have truly brought out the worst in me!
As much as I love you,
I truly hate you.

Oh my Love, What have you done now!?
Real hatred- the other side of the coin from love.
Of all the things, you have betrayed me.
You have hurt me beyond what words can describe.
You will be the reason for my impending downfall.

Oh Love, What have you done!?
My doom is nearing.
How could you do this to me!?
And as much as I love you,
I truly hate you.
For I shall take you along with me.
For as long as you are mine,
You will have to be wherever I am.

I will be your love,
I will be your hatred.
I will be your happiness,
I will be your sorrow.
I will be your strength,
I will be your weakness.
For you I will.

I will fight for you.
I will kill for you.
I will lie for you.
I will die for you.
For you I will.

I will be there for you.
I will be there with you.
I will go through all of hell for/with you.
I will do anything for/with you.
For you I will.

I will do my best for you.
I will try different things with you.
I will do crazy things for you.
I will satisfy your every desire.
I will love you the hardest and the maddest.
For you I will.

Spring, Summer, Autumn, Winter.
You are all that I dream of.
You are my heart’s ultimate desire.
I have loved you even before I met you.
You are mine,
And always will be for all eternity.

Spring, Summer, Autumn, Winter.
Oh where, Oh where are you my love?
For I believe you are searching for me too.
Let us pray, for our union.
And may it be that we will meet soon.
For I cannot stand this emptiness any longer.

Spring, Summer, Autumn, Winter.
Round the world I roam,
In search of my love,
Yearning for your appearance.
Oh Lord, when will I be able to meet my other half?
Through the countryside of England I roam,
And through Paris I search.
Where, Oh where are you my love?

Spring, Summer, Autumn, Winter.
There you are, right in front of me.
And Lord and Behold,
You are even more beautiful than I’ve dreamt of.
Your thick black hair and brows to match,
Your sun-kissed skin that looks equally hot.
Those sensual lips, firm and soft.
There you stood, right in front of me.

Spring, Summer, Autumn, Winter.
You are all that I ever need.
The one that appears in all my dreams.
I am yours, throughout history.
And always will be.

Oh my Love, only now have I lost you,
Did I realize how much you mean to me.
Your face so familiar,
Your gaze oozed with warmth and love,
Your strong arms made me feel secure, safe,
Even in the most violent storms.
Your words are who I am and would be,
And for whom I shall fight for til my last breath.

Oh, my love, you are my strength,
You are my life.
For without you,
I would never be able to live.
I am nothing without you, nothing

Oh, my Love, where have you gone?
For I have been unable to eat, sleep, and
Breathe without you.
I am nothing without you.
I grieve our separation, every minute,
everyday of my life.

My poor heart has been torn,
In the most violent and cruel way.
My soul is gone, and what is left is an empty shell,
Too weak and too close to death.
I am nothing without you.
Plunged into the darkest and coldest realm,
Emptiness consumes me.
My heart aches for you,
Blood trickles down my cheeks.

Oh, my Love, I hope we meet again soon.
I hope you will forgive me when we meet.
For I have always loved you all along.
For without you, I am nothing.
Nothing at all.

And throughout centuries,
I hope we remain soulmates.
For we alone, are two halves,
And together, we are One.
You are and always will be my love,
For without you, I am nothing.

First of all, I would like to ask you-- do you believe in meeting your soulmate? Or do you even believe that there is a soulmate waiting for you out there? If you don't, than I suggest that you don't waste your time. Soumates are a gift from God to everyone. From the Bible, or any other religion, one can actually see that God created one being and split them into half-- one male and one female. This can be seen in the Garden of Eden where Eve was made from the rib of Adam. It is said that these two lovers, are halves of each other. When they finally meet in life, their souls will merge and form one being. This can be seen when lovers describe each other as " The One". It is also true that once their souls merge, one is inside the other and vice versa.

So, you might ask: How do I know when I finally meet mine? well, the answer is simple. A soulmate (or soul mate) is someone whom you feel a natural and deep affinity with. Be it friendship, love, intimacy, compatibility, sexuality etc. Now, wait a minute. You might wonder what do I know about a soulmate? Dear readers, I can tell you only one phrase. "One can only know when one meets the true other half". (My own quotation of course, not something you can find elsewhere!). There are a few different types of soulmate. But I am unable to list them down here as it would be too taxing both on the reader and the blog itself! =) So here's the link if you want to learn more about soulmates: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Soul_mate , http://www.soulmatereader2002.com/ or http://www.ariadnegreen.com/answers.html.

Now, back to the most interesting titbit of all! When you first meet your soulmate, you will sense a strange familiaity coming from that person. You both seem to know each other really well and both of you haven't even met before! This might seem cool to some and eerily strange to others. But the truth is, cool or not, you both will be able to click really well and know each other's good and bad points almost immediately. Both of you have a graet sense of communication. One can sense what the other is going to do even if it is not spoken! You might think what I just wrote is utter rubbish. But coming from my own experience or any other readers out there who have already experienced this phenomenon, it is very true. In some cases, lovers are able to sense each other's happiness, sorrow, pain etc. Wonderful isn't it!? Someone who can feel and understand your pain just as you would feeel his/hers.

In addition, (this is the not-so-good-news part). Sometimes in life, when one finally meet his/her soulmate, there isn't always a happy ending. Sometimes, due to certain circumstances, soulmates might get separated. This separation would cause a deep emotional impact to both parties (again, another symptom of finally meeting your soulmate. But I warn you, you wouldn't want to try this). There would be a deep emotional wound that is so great, I can't really describe what it exactly feels like even though I experienced it. Some would plunge into a deep bout of depression, despair, anguish, utter depression and might even be suicidal. They might also describe things like " my heart is torn" and crying might be described as "bleeding from the heart/soul" and the most prominent of all, permanent emptiness as they feel that his/her soul is being torn apart.

Yet again, when one finally meet his/her soulmate, there is no such thing as a fairy- tale happy ending. There might still be some degree of quarelling and the most common mistake soulmates make is to take each other for granted and expect each otrher to be "perfect". The truth is, no one is perfect. Even your soulmate. It is therefore very important to learn how to accept each other in a relationship whether or not he/she is your soulmate.

Finally, as a final note, I urge current soul lovers to love your other half as what you hope they will love you. And for those of you out there who haven't found your soulmate or am finding your soulmate, take heart! There is alway ssomeone for you. Who knows, he/she might be waiting for you right now and maybe even seraching for you too! So, do not lose hope and I wish you a wonderful journey in finding your true love/soulmate and most of all, I wish all readers LOVE. God Bless. =)

P.S. The following posts are all love poems. Enjoy and don't forget to post your comments! =)