Friday, October 26, 2007

Since the beginning of time,
I have promised you love,
Promised you my heart and soul.
Right in front of God.
Right beside my love.

Rest assured, that I will be true to you.
My heart is yours, throughout eternity.
For yours to hold,
For yours to keep.
It has always been.
They would never betray you,
For you are the world to me.

Rest assured that no guy would ever tempt me.
Never tempt me in the way you ever would.
My soul is yours.
For you to love.
For you to keep.

I hope you know the reasons.
Of why I have been acting this way.
I did not meant it to be.
The truth is that I’m scared
Scared of things that I’m not sure about.

Though I now know the truth,
It is hard, since we have never really talked.
But there is one thing I am certain about.
I am certain of our love.
That is, even without words,
I know you love me.
And I want you to know that I love you too,
Truly. Madly. Deeply.

Friday, October 19, 2007

I see you now,
Re-enacting the times we shared.
You were there when I needed someone.
Your care and love touched me deeply.
And even without words,
I know you love me.

You made me realize the true meaning of love.
You recognized my strength,
You recognized my weakness;
You recognized who I really was.

I see you in the future.
As my twin flame; as my one true love.
Despite the heart-wrenching pain,
I’ll do my best not to fall apart.
I promise to live my life,
To bring happiness to others like what
I’ve learnt from you.
Because of your believe in me,
I promise I’ll live on-
En Malvado y Fuerte (to be tough and strong).

And no matter how my heart breaks,
I’ll be waiting for you here.
No matter how painful it is,
I will never let you down.

Thursday, October 18, 2007

I count the steps that you take,
When you turned me away.
Don’t you see how much you mean to me?
A second of cowardice,
Leading to a lifetime of regrets.
And with every step I take,
My heart grows heavier.
Don’t you see how much you really mean to me?

Why do I still love you?
Why do I still think about you?
It’s not that I don’t want to forget you.
But why did you turn me away,
When this has just started;
When our feelings are crystal clear.

If only I said my piece,
Than I might have felt much better;
And perhaps, it might be easier on you too.
We met at the wrong place,
At the wrong time.
But I hope we’ll meet again soon.
And when we do meet,
I hope we are ready-
I hope we meet at the right place;
And I hope we meet at the right time.

It’s been 2 years now,
The 4 days we spent together,
Were the happiest days of my life.
The act of loving you gave me real joy,
And never did I expect that your unconditional love,
Would present me salvation-
Saving me from the brink of self-destruction,
As your love nourished my starving soul and
Watered my dying spirit with hope and joy.

But now, I am nothing without you.
I guess I loved you too much,
Loved you too deep.
Loved you beyond my heart and soul,
Loved you beyond my life.
I guess I threw myself in with too much zeal,
And got out with barely half a soul.

But if you were ever here,
I’ll have you know that I have never regretted.
Never regretted loving you.
Never regretted loving you with all my heart,
And all my soul,
And all my life.

Our union was truly a miracle.
And through our love,
I was able to climb mountains and sail stormy seas,
Able to understand God better.
And able to love without expecting anything in return.

So, my love, I hope you feel the same.
But if you ever find someone along the way,
I’ll have you know that
I’ll be right here waiting for you.
For the love we felt that day was more than any ordinary love,
More than what words can explain.
And like a crucial scene in a romance novel,
I know you will return someday.

Thursday, October 11, 2007

You crossed my path,
When I least expected you.
Through time travels,
We have always been together.
A love so strong and deep,
The expanse is unfathomable:

When you crossed my path,
The Heavens sang with utter joy,
And Mother Earth,
like a child in wild ecstasy,
Danced to the rhythm of love’s revelations.
An eternal love that was complete
Through our vows to God and us.

Beams of light shone through the clouds
As the crimson sky rejoiced.
The tides licked at our feet,
As though anxious for a taste of love.

The wind teased us with gentle blessings
and caressed our hearts with pleasure.
And as the eternal song was being played
And celebrated with glorious enthusiasm,
Our hearts beat together as one,
Like a gale of laughter resounding in our hearts.

Friday, October 5, 2007

By Rumi

Happy is the moment, when we sit together,
With two forms, two faces, yet one soul,
you and I.

The flowers will bloom forever,
The birds will sing their eternal song,
The moment we enter the garden,
you and I.

The stars of heaven will come out to watch us,
And we will show them the light of a full moon –
you and I.

No more thought of "you" and "I."
Just the bliss of union – Joyous, alive, free of care,
you and I.

All the bright-winged birds of heaven
Will swoop down to drink of our sweet water –
The tears of our laughter,
you and I.

What a miracle of fate, us sitting here.
Even at the opposite ends of the earth
We would still be together,
you and I.

We have one form in this world,
another in the next.
To us belongs an eternal heaven,
the endless delight of you and I.

By Leah Sarah Ince http://www.risingtoimmortality.com

A love like no other
my heart feels the call to you
the memory of separation rises
deeply carved in my heart
for I am you, and you are me
one together throughout all time

The tears of our parting
touch my soul through our lifetimes
as it is upon us once more
seeking the union
The angel wings wrap around me
comforting me, reassuring me
the time for our complete union will soon be

This solace I seek
Wide eyed in innocence and total love
for you are the one
no other can take this place

My heart reaches out to you
deeply longing to heal the separation
to be in total union
yet I know painfully so, I must await divine timing
One day our hearts will be as one
In Union, In all
All that we are will be forever more

P.S. This is one of my favourite poems from Leah Sarah Ince. Enjoy!

From time to time,
It was destined that two bodies,
Would inherit one spirit-
That we would live together,
And die together.

And after the Oath,
A bond was forged,
And for many years
We lived in bliss.

But atlas! No!
Soon all these began to change
As seeds of doubt were sown.
And all the bliss soon decayed
As jealousy and hatred resonated in our hearts.

As all started to take its place,
So did the proximity of our hearts.
Blinded by bitterness and fury,
Our lives became hell.
But with each passing day,
We missed each other more.

But than one day,
You couldn’t take it anymore,
As you took the route of death.
Oh why my love, must you do this to me!?
For I will be nothing without you.
And though we were apart in life,
I shall join you,
And be together in death.

Thursday, October 4, 2007

SOULMATES

After extensive research , analysis and laying down the facts, I have decided to rewrite my introduction on soul mates as there were some errors to what I’ve published. Now, first of all, soul mates are commonly misunderstood as a romantic partner. In actual fact, everyone has a few hundred soul mates that come from the same soul group as us and are whom they are put in this world to teach us lessons about the universe. This means that they can appear as a gambler, abuser, favourite teacher, friends, parents, boy/girlfriends etc. The main purpose for their existence is partly to teach us lessons we must learn in order to find our twin flame. Sadly, many of us are either so obstinately unconvinced that we start shutting down what the universe is trying to tell us or we simply miss the chance of finding our twin flame. Now, due to the nature of this blog, I shall limit the number of words as it does not fit the main purpose of this blog. For more information about soulmates, please feel free to visit these websites: http://www.tonyasomers.com/soul.htm and http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Soul_mate.

TWIN FLAMES

Coming to the essence of my blog, twin flame-soulmates, are the romantic partner that everyone dreams about consciously or sub-conciously. They are the main reason for our actions and remains as a source for our drive. Twin flame-soumates are a gift from God to everyone. From the Bible, or any other religion, one can actually see that God created one being and split them into half-- one male and one female. This can be seen in the Garden of Eden where Eve was made from the rib of Adam. It is said that these two lovers, are halves of each other.

However, not everyone is that lucky in meeting their twin flame-soulmate. In fact, most will end up marrying people who are close to their twin flames either because they think that the twin flame theory is absolutely absurd or whatnot. But than again, some lucky souls will get to marry their twin flames! This is very rare and when it does happens, they would spend a blissful lifetime together! The twin flames would be so concerned of giving the other the best that their love would reflect into their surroundings! Close friends and loved ones would be able to see that they both have a slight glowm on their faces and both will move with such unity as though they were one. Most of all, both are so close to each othet that they would never be separated, doing everything together.

So, you might ask: How do I know when I finally meet mine? Well, the answer is simple. A twin flame- soulmate is someone whom you feel a natural and deep affinity with. Someone whom you share a deep connection with. When one finally meets the other twin flame, they would be an instantaneous recognition of familiarity and they would get the feeling that they are “The One”; unless of course the person does not possess a single shred of primitive instinct!

In addition, both seem to know each other really well and both of you haven't even met before! This might seem cool to some and eerily strange to others. But the truth is, cool or not, you both will be able to click really well and know each other's good and bad points almost immediately. Both of you have a great sense of communication. One can sense what the other is going to do even if it is not spoken! You might think what I just wrote is utter rubbish. But coming from my own experience or any other readers out there who have already experienced this phenomenon, it is very true. In some cases, lovers are able to sense each other's happiness, sorrow, pain etc. Wonderful isn't it!? Someone who can feel and understand your pain just as you would feeel his/hers. For a deeper understanding of the twin flame theory, you can visit the first link in the “soulmate” section or visit these websites: http://www.soulmatereader2002.com/ or http://www.ariadnegreen.com/answers.html.

Furthermore, (this is the not-so-good-news part). Sometimes in life, when one finally meet his/her twin flame- soulmate, there isn't always a happy ending. Sometimes, due to certain circumstances (especially if both are not prepeared for the intensity of what is about to happen), soulmates might get separated. This separation would cause a deep emotional impact to both parties (again, another symptom of finally meeting your soulmate. But I warn you, you wouldn't want to try this). There would be a deep emotional wound that is so great, I can't really describe what it exactly feels like even though I experienced it. Some would plunge into a deep bout of depression, despair, anguish, utter depression and might even be suicidal. They might also describe things like " my heart is torn" and crying might be described as "bleeding from the heart/soul" and the most prominent of all, permanent emptiness as they feel that his/her soul is being torn apart.

Yet again, when one finally meet his/her soulmate, there is no such thing as a fairy- tale happy ending. There might still be some degree of quarrelling and the most common mistake soulmates make is to take each other for granted and expect each other to be "perfect". The truth is, no one is perfect. Even your soulmate. It is therefore very important to learn how to accept each other in a relationship whether or not he/she is your soulmate.

Finally, as a note to all readers, there is alway someone for you. So take heart, even if you do not find your soulmate in this lifetime. So, do not lose hope and I wish you a wonderful journey in finding your true love/soulmate. But for those of you out there who have finally found your twin flame-soulmate, I urge you all to appreciate each other as not many people have this sort of fortune! And most of all, I wish all readers LOVE. God Bless. =)

P.S. The following entries are all poems. A reminder to all readers: I am not despo! Though many of you might consider it naïve, I believe in this twin flame concept as there might be a slight chance that I’ve already met my twin flame years ago!!!

Wednesday, October 3, 2007

I wish you well in life-
The joy of living and giving.
I wish you achieved the dreams that
You've dreamt of.
I wish you many happy moments in life.
And please, do not cry over us-
Cos' I wish you bravery and strength.

I wish you resilience in life.
I wish you kindness and compassion.
I wish life treats you good.
I wish you courage in pursuing your dreams.
As well as honour and pride.

I wish your dreams big.
I wish your worries small.
I wish you beauty in character.
I wish that we see each other again.
But above all,
I wish you LOVE.

Monday, October 1, 2007

When I first saw you,
I knew the following days
Would be the happiest days of my life.
The deep connection we shared,
When we first met,
Promises characteristics so alike,
As though we were One.
Each day unfolds as I eagerly await the next with you.

Neither did I expect it to past so soon.
When the last day came,
So did death came.
Oh why, oh why did you turn me away?
Goodbye- a single word that could leave such a deep scar.

Consumed in my drunken sorrow,
Drowning in my tears,
I struggled against the current of devastation.

Oh my love, I am dead.
My soul has been bitterly torn apart.
Everything I do reminds me of you.
What is left is a deafening silence,
As I cry cold tears.
But I hope you’ll keep my heart.

When I first laid eyes on you,
I knew that you would be mine.
Your eyes, dark as a starless night,
Shone like the brightest stars.
And I knew that you would be mine.

Your sun-kissed skin oozed with warmth,
Its beauty, surpassing even the most beautiful sunset.
Your strong arms made me feel secure-
The only thing left, when I’m under your spell,
For I am close to losing my sanity.
And I knew that you would be mine.

Your lips so soft and firm,
Oozed with titillating sensuality.
And when we kiss,
Your ferocity drives me mad.
And I knew that you would be mine.